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take it out on the world. you can take it out on the sea. take it out on yourself. but don’t take it out on me. don’t you take it out on… on me….. you can lie to a stranger. you can lie to your priest. you can lie to yourself. but don’t you dare lie to me. don’t you dare lie to… to me….. you can run from your future into the arms of nothing (i forgot her name.) you can run from yourself. but don’t you dare run from me. don’t you dare run from… from me….. from me…… you can say you love jesus. you can say you love your friends. but you’ll never love yourself. and you’ll never love me. no you’ll never love me… no you’ll never love me… no you’ll never love me….. anything but perfect could it be more my fault… you keep on letting me in? could it be more my fault? you do this so well without thinking that… you said that i could be anything… anything… but perfect for you… you….. i wanna’ be perfect for you… could it be more my fault… for wasting time to prove a point? could it be more your fault… to settle for me instead of time alone? you said that i could be anything… anything but perfect for you… you….. i wanna’ be perfect for you… could i be half asleep? (could i have been?) could it all be just a bad dream? could you have lost your mind? i am not what I seem to be? you said that i could be anything… anything… but perfect for you… you….. i wanna’ be perfect for you… its all, its all for you . . . anything. could i have been half asleep? could I have just lost my mind? it is all its all for you . . . anything. forget maybe i don’t wanna’ whisper… i shouldn’t have to make a sound… not one sound. tell me why should I be happy… when you just beat me to the ground? yea you…. you wanna’ wash this all down…. you wanna’ wash this all away… you wanna’ wash this all down… you cannot wash me all… away….. maybe I should fall asleep now… gonna’ rest forever in your head,… your pretty little head now… see you can forget cause’ i’m alive now… but could you forget me… would you forget me once I’m dead… laying six feet under you you wanna’ wash this all down…. you wanna’ wash this all away… you wanna’ wash this all down… you cannot wash me all… away….. forever calm just the other day… you were slipping through my hands… then an hour later… i felt i had a hold on you. i remember thinking i could handle, handle this… i remember thinking… there was nothing more that… i wanted to do… and if only i could fit somewhere in between you and your attention span…. cause’ your words will mean more than you will ever show me. now it’s a week later and i want out, i want out again… and i know tomorrow morning… i’ll feel completely different. i remember thinking that i could handle, handle you… if only I could remember… how good it felt… it felt then… and if only i could fit somewhere in between you and your attention span…. cause your words will mean more than you will ever show me… will you ever show me… me….. and if only i could fit somewhere in between you and your attention span…. cause your words will mean more than you will ever show… me… will you ever show… me….. will you ever show… me….. will you ever show….. for just a few minutes i slip into a thought… for just a few hours that thought is entertained… for less than a second everything rushes through me… forever now I am calm. forever now. forever now . for just a few minutes i slip into a thought… for just a few hours that thought is entertained… for less than a second everything rushes through me… forever now I am calm. forever now. forever now. I am calm I am calm… yea I am calm yea, yea yea….. dress mold me into what you want me to be. i’m sure i… i want my mind. as long as you love what you’ve created. baby you’ve created a monster… a monster in me. a monster in me. a monster in me. a monster in me… well, my mind is overwhelmed and i’ve come to the conclusion that i love you but i will not wear your fear like my favorite dress. help me to forgive you. i’m sure you didn’t mean half the shit you said. as long as you love what you’ve created. baby you’ve created a monster… a monster in me. a monster in me. a monster in me. a monster in me… well, my mind is overwhelmed and i’ve come to the conclusion that i love you but i will not wear your fear like my favorite dress. i don’t wear a dress, baby i love you yea… like my favorite dress but i don’t wear a dress… i love you… like my favorite dress baby i love you, i do… like my favorite, like favorite… dress like my favorite, like favorite… you’re my favorite….. well, my mind is overwhelmed and i’ve come to the conclusion that i love you but i will not wear your fear…. well your like my, your like my, your like my favorite dress. your like my, your like my, your like my favorite dress. your like my, your like my, your like my favorite dress. your like my, your like my, your like my favorite dress, baby. sick invade my privacy don’t look at me and you’ll rape… take… my soul my mind my everything you… touch me while i’m asleep. and don’t force yourself on me. everything you said… is branded in my head. i know it’s not my fault. and i know i’m not to blame. but i still carry my luggage full of shame… mom says "make a wish and it will go away." my dad… looked at me then looked the other way. did you hear just what i said? it’s not a story in my head… i thought you’d understand… see i thought you’d hold my hand. i know it’s not my fault. and i know i’m not to blame. but i still carry my luggage full of shame… dig a hole and bury me… cause i stand for the things that you can’t bare to see. dig a hole and bury me… cause i stand for the things that you can’t bare to see. i know it’s not my fault. and i know i’m not to blame. but i still carry my luggage full of shame… you don’t want me. you don’t… you don’t need me. you don’t care. you don’t want me. you don’t… you don’t need me. you don’t care. you don’t want me. you don’t… you don’t need me. you don’t care. you don’t want me. you don’t… you don’t need me. and i thought that you’d be there waiting for me… you know i thought that you’d be there waiting… and i’m… i’m so ashamed. why am i…. why am i so ashamed? why am i? (tell me why am i… tell me, tell me) this isn’t my fault, you… did this to me. to me. thought you’d be there waiting….. thought you’d be there….. i’ve been standing here… 25 years… in hopes that you would notice me daddy. you. you’ve been standing here… watching me crawl, you watched and you did… nothing… nothing. did you ever think… that for 25 years… i needed your help just to guide me like fathers do… did you ever think,…. that for 25 years… i tried, i tried and i failed you… i failed you… daddy i don’t wanna’ fail you daddy. i don’t wanna’ fail you daddy. i don’t wanna’ fail you daddy. is it my fault… you did this to me. thought you’d be there waiting….. (just say anything) thought you’d be there… is it my fault… daddy? ashtray it’s amazing the things that become your ashtray. its apparent no truth in the things that you say. it’s apparent i’ve been done wrong and you still sleep. it’s amazing the temper i’ll keep to keep peace. so… stay away. . . from me. there’s no answers for questions for things that don’t work. but you reap what you sew and of this i am sure. no remorse for breaking the rules that we made. no intentions of keeping the vowels that we’ve said. so… stay away. . . from me. stay away. . . stay away. you should… stay away. . . from me. stay away. . . stay away. you should… stay away. . . from me. from me stay away… stay away….. stay away….. one day in september everything you said… everything that we did… is it easier to forget now since you left? because everything’s still branded in my head. and i cant eat. my baby. and i cant sleep. my baby. my baby. how’s your wife to be? is she everything you need? but i cant help but to smile when i see your face. but i cant forgive you cause’ she took my place. and i cant eat. my baby. and i cant sleep. my baby. what does it mean to you… my baby? what does it mean… mean to you? what does it mean? so i just dream of you. my baby. how could you do this… to me? how could you do this… to me? how could you do this to me? how could you do this, you do this, you do this… to me. i tried to love you. i tried to love you baby… i tried to love you. you know i gave you everything I had..… plastic here comes the dance well I’m not ready for this. you come, prepared a dress and high heels -i’m barefoot. waiting for the pain you inflict on me. i never said I didn’t like it… something goes off in you you want me today. something shuts down in you you say go away. pulling me in and out -mold me to your shape… i never said that I was plastic… baby… ok, your scared so what do ya’ have to say about this? ok i’ve tried everything but nothing’s working… ok i moved on to be somebody else’s victim… ok your scared and now you say you wanna’ try again…. well i don’t wanna’ try again… (there’s nothing left for me here.) (there’s nothing left.) here comes the dance again… i never said I didn’t like it. here comes the dance again… i never said it didn’t feel good. you know it feels good… it always feels good… you know it feels good… baby….. tired i have washed my hands of you. so used to being alone. i have washed my soul of you. and i guess i should tell you i’m leaving. i’m going home. And i’m tired of bleeding (for you) so tired of needing to… (i don’t want to be something different) i’m tired of kneeling (for you) i’m tired of trying to be something different. i have washed my hands of you. so used to being alone. i have stripped down to nothing. and I guess i should tell you i’m leaving. I’m going home. and i’m tired of bleeding (for you) so tired of needing to… (i don’t want to be something different) and i’m tired of kneeling (for you) i’m so tired of trying to be something different. don’t wanna’ be something different for you… i don’t want to be… so tired of you… and i am so tired. . . i am so tired of you. I am so tired… yea i’m so tired of you… I’m so tired.. I’m so tired of you… I’m so tired… I’m so tired of you… I’m so tired… I’m so tired of you I’m so……………. listen I wanna’ tell you but you’ll never listen I wanna’ show you but you’ll but you never hear I can’t believe that this is so important I can’t believe I wasted all those years on you You can’t tell me why. Can you tell me? You can’t tell me why. why? why? can you? God I want you to… god I want you to. i wanna’ tell you but you’ll never listen i wanna’ show you but you’ll but you never hear i can’t believe that this is so important i can’t believe I wasted all those years on you can you tell me why? can you tell me why? can you tell me why? why? why? can you? god I want you to… god i want you to. tell me… tell me. get up, get out of here run from me… get up, get out of here run from me and your fears. get up, get out of here… I want you to get up, get out of here run from me and your fears. get up, get out of here… god i want you to. i believe… that one day we’ll all be better friends. i believe that what you see… it isn’t always what you get. i believe in the sun the moon the trees… and the sky above. i believe… that what we feel for each other… yea, what we feel for each other… yea, what we feel for each other… it’s what we feel… it’s what we feel… it’s what we feel… it’s what we feel… it’s what we feel…..
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